Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Blog update

So, I decided that it was time for a new, fresh blog update. 
I have been stuck in a (big) rut, as I'm sure most of you have noticed and I thought that this new update might get my butt back into gear and blogging again.  Because I really do miss it.  I know it's not the same for everyone, but for me... writing is such a release. It helped me so much when Tripp was alive and I just completely gave it up after he died.  But I feel like now could be a good time to get back writing.  

I think I struggled so long with what to write about because my blog was completely about Tripp and his care and our every day lives.  And after he was gone, I just didn't feel like there was anything for me to say.  4 years is a long time to step away, I know.  But I really think that it was so good for me.  It has given me time to really step back and take a look at my life.  It's given me time to focus on my husband and my new little family.  And now that Crew is finally (gosh, I hope I don't jinx myself) napping during the day pretty good, I feel like I actually have some time to sit and write down my thoughts.  

I've been thinking about "what I want this blog to be" for so long... and I've finally realized that I'm just thinking too much (as always).  And I've decided I'm just going to write.  Whatever I'm feeling for the day... I'll just go with it.  Whether it's just about my day with Crew, or whether I'm missing Tripp and want to remember him, or if I'm thinking about something in particular that I would really love to share with you guys (I certainly have a lot of those things going on in my brain).  
But whatever it is, I hope you'll join me on this "continuation" of my life.  I'm not sure where God is leading me, but I'm just going to try to hang tight and enjoy the ride.
I hope you'll hang with me!






44 comments:

  1. I love it Courtney and can't wait to hear more! Love seeing the pictures of Crew too!

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  2. Your words and wisdom is always appreciated. Keep writing and sharing!

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  3. Thrilled! Welcome back! I'm going thru changes too... Spending winter months in Florida... Away from my GEMS, which leaves my blog, They Call Me Meme, without material to post! I look forward to seeing your posts and pictures of your sweet boy! I'll be seeing my gems for Easter so I know I will have something to say soon as well!! ❤️

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  4. Welcome back Courtney! I'm glad to accompany you as your blog takes a new direction. :)

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  5. So glad to have you back! I think I can speak for everyone & say we've missed you. Tripp will always be in our hearts & we were happy to be a part of his journey, but I'm ready to read about your new journey, and find out more about what you're doing these days. Welcome back!! Crew is adorable. :)

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  6. So glad you are writing again! I have followed your blog since the very beginning and I think about you and Tripp often, though I have never even met you! Xo

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  7. Welcome back! This is your space, use it as you see fit. We have all enjoyed the glimpses into your family over the years.

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  8. Courtney, So glad you are going to start writing again. You have such a positive outlook on life and you are so inspirational. Crew is too handsome for words :) so glad you are back and continuing to share your journey with us.

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  9. Welcome back! I miss your posts. I hope you keep on writing!

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  10. Glad to see this update. Welcome back.

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  11. I love reading your blog- it's a reminder of your love as a mother and you have such a gift to share!

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  12. I have so enjoyed coming back to this blog over the years as you have chosen to write and share with us. Can't wait to see more from you and your sweet little family. Welcome back.

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  13. Courtney,
    I am so happy to recieve the email that you are coming back to write again. I understood every second you needed for this to happen but there were not many weeks that I didn't I didn't think of you and prayed you were doing okay. I am so happy that you are at a point where you can do this for yourself. I am wishing you the best of luck and if it only is once a month or once every other I will be looking forward to watching your precious family grow! Thank you and Good Luck!

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  14. So delighted to see this! I have missed you. Crew is absolutely adorable. I'm sure Big brother Tripp is smiling so big watching you all. I miss that sweet boy. My heart instantly feel in love with him. But I know he's happy in heaven having the time of his life...I mean how could you not be, he's with our Jesus! Looking forward to hearing from you!!! God bless and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers

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  15. I am so glad you are blogging again! You have been missed. I look forward to reading your new posts. You are loved, Courtney!

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  16. Hi! Maybe I'll eventually get back to blogging too. Your story continues, and it is beautiful to see!

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  17. WhoooooHoooooo! Another prayer answered. You are getting your 'joy' back. You don't know me from adam, but you and yours came into my life years ago by an amazing young woman you know, who happens to be my heart...and my niece - Jessica W. I can remember the day she called and asked me to pray with her for you. Since that day - you have been in my thoughts and prayers more than you know. I have cried, smiled, prayed on my knees for all of you and felt a new kind of joy when I received the email saying you "were back!" None of us know where God is leading us, only that He has a plan and we have a purpose. You apparently are exactly where you are supposed to be! I will hang tight, enjoy the ride and am honored to hang with you. Sending peace of mind and love your way.

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  18. Of course Courtney! So SO so happy to read that you have another little one and that he is healthy! We all get into ruts and I know blogging will help you. Think of you often sweet lady. Take good care!

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  19. I'm on board! Great to have you back! Looking forward to your next entry!!

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  20. It's wonderful to see you back! Good luck and many prayers for you in this new season of life!

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  21. I never left... I will never leave. I will check back often. I am always here, as I am certain many others are too.

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  22. Courtney so glad you are writing again you have the most beautiful writing style and your blogs are always so inspiring to read. Can wait to read more and well done posting one with little crew around.

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  23. So happy you decided to write again! I have checked your blog almost daily all this time for updates. I knew you'd write if/when you felt like it, but you were sorely missed! And your sweet little Crew is an absolute DOLL! I am glad you have some semblance (sp?) of happiness in your life. You deserve it! I know that you will always and forever miss Tripp, but you DO have a wonderful husband and another precious baby boy to help you along the way. And you have all of us too! Looking forward to reading your posts. Much love and many prayers sweet Courtney!

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  24. Welcome back...you've been missed! :)

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  25. Hi Courtney can't wait to read more of your posts you are such an amazing writer, good luck with getting all of your ideas down with a cheeky toddler 'helping'.

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  26. I'm happy to see you're blogging again. I missed your updates over the last few years but certainly understand the need for the time away. Looking forward to reading about your latest ventures.

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  27. Welcome back - we have missed you! Thanks for sharing pictures of Crew - he is adorable!

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  28. Glad to have you back! What a cutie pie Crew is :)

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  29. Yay...so glad you are back and feeling refreshed! There is no time that is right or wrong, it just takes what it takes. Welcome back :)

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  30. Love hearing how things are going. I don't even know you, but I think of you often. Will be glad to hear whatever you have to say! That little boy is precious!

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  31. So happy to see you back. I have missed your updates. I am so happy to see your precious family. Crew is a true angel. I pray you keep sharing your story as it is a blessing to many.

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  32. Found your blog (and fell in love with Tripp) a few months before he died. I read every word and post. Someone posted, I believe in November of 2011, that "you're the mother every woman should be". That was so moving. And you are definitely the mother every child should have. I'm glad you ARE Tripp's and Crew's!

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  33. Courtney! I am so happy to see updates from you again. You are so lucky to have 2 beautiful sons!! I look forward to your posts because they are honest and your always write from your heart. Look forward to more posts :)
    Nicole- Utah

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  34. Courtney! I am so happy to see your blog updates. I have been following you for a few years now and it warms my heart to see you posting again. You are always so real in your posts and write whatever you are feeling at that moment. I am in awe of your strength and commitment to both of your beautiful sons. walk in faith not fear. Thats our motto in our family.
    Nicole - Utah

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  35. Think of you often. Crew is adorable. Welcome back. We love you!

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  36. Think of you often. Crew is adorable. Welcome back. We love you!

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  37. I love "hearing" how you are doing and so glad you are sharing your life once again. What an amazing woman you are, and it is a joy to see what good gifts your life continues to hold.

    Please continue to write. You do it well. :-)

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  38. It is great to "hear" from you once again. What an amazing woman you are. It is a joy to hear about the good gifts your life continues to hold. You've not been forgotten, and neither has your precious Tripp.

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  39. Happy 7th Heavenly Birthday to Tripp! Hugs and love to you Courtney. ❤️

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  40. I'd read your story a few years back. I cried. My heart broke. There's still this one song that makes me think of you and Tripp and I STILL can't get through it. You've inspired me in so many ways with your strength (even if you didn't see it in yourself at the time) and your bravery. Today I decided to check back after almost 2 years away from the page - you just popped into my head at random and I thought "I wonder how Courtney is doing these days." I'm so happy for your family and your newfound joy and glad to see you back at the blog. You're an amazing woman & mother to angel baby Tripp and your earth angel Crew.

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